Saya nak..

cari make-up artist kt area Ipoh. Ada x sesiapa yang tahu di mana?

I'm thinking of..

Deleting this blog and make a new one.. or deleting this blog and not going to write again.. Wut say you?

missing you..

I miss u badly and it's really hurt...

Hanyut dalam emosi

Hari ni hujan. Dekat luar hujan renyai-renyai tapi dalam rumah hujan berderai-derai. Mata bengkak, hidung dan pipi jadi merah.. Setelah sekian lama aku mengelak kan diri daripada lalu di kawasan rumah emak tapi hari ni aku tak dapat lari. Aku rindu emak. Terlalu amat rindu. Aku elak kan diri daripada lalu di hadapan rumah emak supaya aku tak terlalu mengingati dia.

Hari ini, adik kepada emak yang aku panggil Tok Gigi telah pergi mengadap Ilahi. Aku sengaja melengah-lengah kan masa utk pergi melawat jenazah kerana aku tak mahu hanyut dalam emosi. Aku tetap juga terpaksa melewati halaman rumah emak. Aku menangis. Aku sedih. Aku hiba.

Aku sedih kerana aku belum sempat membinakan sebuah rumah untuk emak seperti janji ku seusia 4 tahun. Mak pergi dahulu..

MERDEKA celebration

Hari ni kami berpakat untuk berbuka di luar bersama. Walau pun sama-sama membesar di Ipoh tapi kami tak tahu restoran mana yang sesuai untuk berbuka puasa so he called his sister and asked for oppinion. Sis ena cadangkan pergi berbuka di Impiana Casuarina so there we went =) Quite lots of delicious food tapi kata dini, rugi bawa aku g buffet since aku mkn siket, quite true. Actually, erul makan lg siket dari aku. Lebih bnyk minum air jek..

That is the picture for our first round. Ambil buah-buahan, manisan, sate, cucur udang, ais kacang dan bandung cincau. Makan first round pun dh kenyang. Macam mana le nak mkn nasi pulak lagi?? hahahhaa..

He sent me home straight away after dinner coz he need to go back to Bangi. I'm going to miss you.. Thanx for a lovely night, dear..

Cinta Hakiki hanya milik Dia

Ya Allah andai ku jatuh cinta,

Cintakan lah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada Mu,

Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu,

Ya Muhaimin jika aku jatuh hati,

Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hati nya tertaut pada Mu,

Agar tidak jatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu..

Ya Rabbana jika aku jatuh hati,

Jaga lah hati ku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada hati Mu,

Ya Rabbul Izzati jika aku merindu,

Rindukan lah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan Mu..

Ya Allah jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu,

Jangan lah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu,

Ya Allah jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu,

jangan biarkan aku bertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepadaMu..

Ya Allah jika kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu,

Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada Mu..

Amin.

My desktop wallpaper

This is exactly my screen saver right at the moment =) It is me wiv miss Hardini. We were at Disney Studio, Paris on last year's summer. Sometimes it is so difficult to understand me, but I always know that I can turn to her when ever no one else understand..

p/s: thank you to kak hanna and abg manuel for letting us stay at their place while we were in Paris.

Segulung Ijazah

Akhirnya dgn segala penat lelah, susah payah dan deraian air mata, akhirnya aku memiliki segulung ijazah. Bukan utk diri sendiri, tapi lebih kepada untuk mama dan abah. Sama seperti yg tertera di skrin sewaktu aku di pentas untk mengambil scroll,

" I've wouldnt make it without your love and support, mama and abah."

Aku ingin sendiri

Cinta pada Mu adalah cinta yang sebenar-benarnya cinta...

Biarkan aku menjadi diriku..

Biarkan aku hidup dalam duniaku..

Biarkan aku sendiri..

My New Blog

Dear reader..
Please visit my new blog . There is a lot of new and hot stuff there to be grab. Better hurry!! =)

Pencerapan

Hari ni ada pencerapan, which mean a senior teacher will come to the class (during 3rd period~ 2.40-3.40) and observe me teaching. huwaa!! am I ready? NOT a single thing. heh heh heh.

I just want to be as normal as I can. Let him see the real situation inside class, NO pretending at all. which me luck, ok? daa~

me and you..

Our latest picture =) quite kabur sebab guna camera depan. Ini adalah kali pertama kami menjadi mak encik dan pak encik. We have driver on that day, which is budin (his brother) and co-driver was azry (his youngest brother). hehehee.. Enjoy the moment with you..

mari membusykan diri..

Tag

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italic the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 ladies to do the same test.
The LIST to Bold/Italic/Just-let-it-be:

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of magazines.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I want to cut my hair.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I'm happily married
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I’m obsessed with guys (on TV).
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job (I love previous job, much better)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pickup things with my toes I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

I don't feel good.

I just don't feel good today. I wake up by the ringing tone of "If I were a boy" by beyonce, he called. A morning call just like always.. After talking to him, he ask me to take a bath but I don't, instead I continue sleeping. I didn't get a good sleep last night. My definition of good sleep is when I didn't wake up in the middle of night and when I didn't feel dizzy the next morning. So, at last I wake up by hearing my mom yelling to me outside my bedroom's door, "mia, kamu nak bangun pukul 12 ke??!!" But still, I don't feel good.

Last Tuesday, I went back to university just to take my graduation robe. I took cuti rehat khas which is actually 7 days/year. But according to en.helmi(the person incharge at the office) I only receive 4 days for this year since I start working on April. Wut eva! I actually get M size for the robe, just imagine at my height, I have to wear M size?? It will cover all my 'baju cantik' from top to bottom. So as Dinie always said, I use my BEAUTY (hahaha) to plead the person in charge (luckily he was a man) to find S size for me. And I got one!! Do I feel good about it..?

I know, shiha is reading my blog now. Yes, you darling! Since you are very busy, I just wish that you could come on my convocation day which is schedule to be on 13/ august/ '09, evening session. Would it be possible? How I wish all of you could come. Yes, all of you (k.ina, k.hana, niza & jep, ari, k.ena, ilya & ikhwan) I know Erul is coming because if he dare not to come, I'm not going up the stage to collect my scroll.

I don't feel good today.. because it is Friday but.. you know why.. daa..

Dulu..

He updated his blog. The title is KEHILANGAN..

Once, aku pernah kehilangan dia. Once, aku pernah mencipta kegembiraan sendiri tanpa dia. Suatu ketika dahulu, I was pretending happy with him even he is not there for me. Jasad bersamaku tapi jiwa nye tidak lagi ada pada ku..

But I never let him go, and I would never will let him go..

Sekarang, dia dah kembali.. Kembali daripada kehilangan. Kembali kepada semua, bukan hanya aku tapi kembali kepada keluarga nya..

Dan aku masih setia di sini. Aku tetap aku yang dulu..

Silap tarikh..

Dah 3 ari berpuasa ganti, from tuesday sampai la arini. Tinggal lagi 3 hari utk ganti dan 3 hari lagi berpuasa nazar.. HArap-harap sempat la menggantikan yang tertinggal tu.. Sejak berpuasa ni, mama asyik masak sedap2 sebagai juadah berbuka. Hari Selasa dapat makan gulai tempoyak (even I don't eat durian, but I do eat tempoyak ok), hari Rabu mama masak kan kari kepala ikan dan hari ni paling best skali, ada gulai nenas ikan kering =) Memang berselera lah masa berbuka tu. Memang xkan kurus punyelah. hehehee..

Berpuasa ni pun sebab students tgh Ujian Setara Kedua 2009, so x payah mengajar, so x lah letih dgn kerenah diaorang. Hari ni hari terakhir Ujian Setara Kedua 2009, ada lagi 1 kelas paper math yang belum marking dan ada lagi satu kelas kertas sejarah yang belum marking. Hopefully dapat siapkan sblm hujung minggu ini..

Sebab.. esok nak pegi KL =) ada org tu ajak g Kuantan sempena wedding kazen dia. So kite pun semangat lah nak teman dia g kenduri. Sanggup ni nak ikut org tu g sampai Kuantan. Tapi rupa2nyer, kendurinye next weken. hahahaa.. so, apa replacement plan nyer yer..?

Cing Olen, where are you..?

Firstly, this is a very dull weekend. I need to attend Latihan Dalam Perkhidmatan (LADAP) from 8am-12.30noon. It's steal my precious time but if I think in positive way, it gives lots of benefit to my career.

Secondly, bile blk drpd LADAP td, cing olen (my persian cat) x tggu di hadapan rumah spt biasa. Sangat pelik. Mana cing olen dah pegi ni? Puas dah mencari di sekeliling rumah tapi cing olen tetap xde. And bila abah balik dari kenduri, dapat satu news yang unsatisfy me. Cing olen dipinjam oleh one of my relative because his cat nak mengawan. So cing olen di match-make kan dgn strangers. Haish.. sampai hati abah x inform earlier and x berbincang lgsg with me..emm..hmm..

ookie.. ada satu je gud news. I already receive letter from UM to inform me about my graduation day's date. woohoo!! I want to make an anouncement, my convocation day will be on 13/august/'09 , sidang petang dan bertempat di Dewan Tunku Cancelor Universiti Malaya. Semua dijemput hadir bagi memeriahkan majlis =)

Last but not least, to whom it mat concern, I miss you terribly the whole week, I really do. You have something that I don't have and you complete me...

Lost World of Tambun

erul and azry at the entrance

We spend our weekend at The Lost World of Tambun =) It is my second time there but for Erul, it was his first time. He was so excited! hahaha.. Actually it is my treat because I just get my first pay. And we always want to run away from our daily rountine. Azry (erul's youngest brother) and Wan did join us.

di bawah pohon asmara

The entrance fee was RM25 for each person but I think it's worth. Erul want to try everything and I did follow him. Just look at how cute he is. hahaha..

the wet erul

So, selepas puas main gelongsor, setelah erul puas swimming dalam kolam dan menunggu ombak sambil cuba melemaskan aku, setelah puas buat telinga aku masuk air, setelah puas berendam dalam kolam air panas, setelah puas tengok harimau diberi makan, setelah puas mendera aku utk tolak pelampung ke sekeliling sungai buatan tu, erul pun ajak utk siap sedia balik. But sempat lagi nak naik kapal di bawah ni sblm balik. Tengok muka ceria tu sebelum akhirnya, aku yang kena drive balik sebab erul pening naik kapal. hahaha.. Oh! tapi erul sempat tanya masa dalam pool, "Do you enjoy dear?" and I nod =) What's for next weekend?

sebelum kedua-dua nya kepeningan

And for me, I just go to work for halfday today. I got fever.. Duh..

A trip to Teluk Intan

while waiting for the rest

So, that's the first picture of the trip. On last weekend, we went to Teluk Intan in Perak where they have Menara Condong there, ala-ala Pisa Tower tu.. Actually to celebrate Megat's (bukan nama sebenar) wedding. Ada banyak kenangan ni kat Teluk Intan coz kami bersekolah asrama (SEMESTI) di sana. Megat (bukan nama sebenar) mendapat nama tersebut pun sbb berlakon theater time form 1 dulu kalau x silap dan memegang watak sebagai Megat Terawikh. Nama sebenar dia menyimpang jauh dari Megat, Norhaqimi. Encik kat bawah ni pun ada nama samaran jugak masa kt skolah dulu. Cuba tanya dia sendiri. hehee..

My driver on that day


So as early as 10am, my driver dah sampai dpan rumah to fetch me tapi tetap lambat move to Teluk Intan sbb bile dah konvoi ramai2, macam2 hal terjadi. But we still manage to get there before the bride and groom bersanding. Seronok dapat gather ramai2. Perubahan paling nyata, semua pun macam dah jadi semakin lebar. Especially the guys. Buncho (bukan nama sebenar) said, "sekarang dah berduit, so boleh makan apa sahaja. Sebab tu makin lebar." Which is quite true. So tahniah to Norhaqimi & Azlea!!
Kepada yang asyik bertanya, bila pulak time kami, nanti bila aku hantar kad kawen silalah datang kedua-dua belah pihak ye. No EXCUSE. heheee..

this is all SEMESTIAN

Kepada yang berkenaan..

Yes, I am a teacher. Yes, I have to act like a teacher.
Saya mendidik anak bangsa saya dengan ikhlas x kira apa bangsa sekali pun.
Selain memberi ilmu, saya sering nasihat kan anak murid saya menjadi bangsa Malaysia yang baik di masa akan datang.
Saya doakan setiap kali selepas solat supaya pelajar-pelajar saya senang menerima ilmu yang saya berikan.

But recently, saya ada terima email yang sangat-sangat mengganggu hidup saya. Saya cuba bersabar dengan kerenah penghantar email tersebut. Dan akhir sekali ada seorang yg langsung unrelated to me, antar email yang mendakwa saya comment dkt site dia..? which is a bit confusing, coz I really have no idea about it. Apa ye address website tu? So that I can really drop by to comment. Apa ye agaknye dosa menfitnah orang lain..? Ya Allah, ampunkan lah dia sekiranya dia tidak tahu..

Mungkin orang yang sgt dia percayai itu ada agenda lain disebalik nyer. Tapi kenapa yer dia tuduh saya? Patut kah kite percaya kepada org yg suka memburuk-buruk kan org lain ni? Atau, dia sebenarnya menyembunyikan sesuatu disebalik sikap nye itu..?

Saya langsung x marah bile awak hantar email kepada saya kerana saya tahu awak tidak tahu. Saya tahu, awak x bersalah dan percayalah cakap saya yang kebenaran akan sentiasa muncul akhirnya. Saya maafkan awak kerana menuduh saya tanpa sebarang usul periksa. Jangan tinggalkan solat sebab solat lah yang akan membantu awak akhirnya..

Ini adalah yang pertama dan terakhir, tolong jangan ganggu hidup saya lagi. Beri saya peluang untuk hidup bahagia. Percayalah, satu hari nanti, bila Allah mengizinkan, awak akan nampak kebenaran nya..

My Dream Wedding..

Tagged by Alyza =)

1. How old are you?
25 years old. Tua nyer rasa..

2. Are you single?
In a relationship =)

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?
Might be next year, which is when I'm 26.

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
Ya Allah, andai dia tercipata untuk ku, titipkan lah bibit kemesraan antara kami. Allah paling mengetahui..

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
........ I prefer migrate to UK ............

6. Who will be your bridesmaid or your best man?
Bridesmaid 1: Miss Hardini. Bridesmaid 2: Miss Fadilah

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
Traditional wedding, very traditional..

8. Where do you plan to go for honeymoon?
He said, he would bring me to Gold Coast, Australia. My dream place to visit..

9. How many guest do you think you’ll invite?
It's all up to my parent to decide.. I'll invite friends from primary school (MGS,Ipoh), secondary school (SEMESTI), matriculation (KMPP), university (UM), teaching practice (SMK La Salle, PJ) and working place (SMK Methodist ACS).

10. Will that include your exes?
Of course. hehee..

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
Maybe pulut kuning kot.. Kan traditional wedding. hee..


12. When do you want to get married? Morning or evening?
The Akad will be at night, probably after Maghrib, the reception might be the next afternoon.

13. Name the song/tune you would like to play at your wedding?
I really truly want UNINTENDED by Muse to be play at my wedding. The first song he dedicated to me. It will be more special if the groom can join the band to play for the bride.

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon/fork/ knife?
A very fine dining would do.

15.Champagne or red wine?
Nak air tembikai, boleh? tgh giler minum air tembikai neh. hehee..

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Mesti lah days after the wedding. Hilangkan penat kenduri dulu.

17. Money or household items?
Money and household.

18. How many kids would you like to have?
He said at least he want 4. Saya x kisah jer..

19. Will your record your honeymoon in DVD and CD?
If we have the chance to do so..

20. I want to know their wedding plans:
erk.. macam semua org dah kawen jek..hehee..

It's Friday again..

Jumaat datang lagi.. Jumaat yang sepatut nyer menggembirakan bagi semua orang yang bekerja sbb sabtu dan ahad cuti. Tapi jumaat ni, aku xde lah excited macam slalu. Usually, rakan-rakan sekerja mesti perli, "ooi.. amelia kalau time balik jer mesti laju.." hahaha.. which is quite true. Dah sekolah petang, time blk keje 6.40p.m. So bile loceng berbunyi jer, mesti lah aku trus balik. Apa yang nak tggu lagi kt sekolah tu kan..

Tapi arini (Jumaat) lain siket. Aku xde lah rushing nak blk umah mcm slalu. Kalau boleh Sabtu ngn Ahad pun nak bekerja sebab aku tahu, cuti hujung minggu ni mesti agak membosankan tanpa aktiviti menarik. Nak buat apa yer Sabtu dan Ahad ni..? Kemas bilik kot.. doing laundry kot.. abeskan baca buku Shopaholic (Takes Mahattan) kot.. or pegi repair rambut..?

Arini (Jumaat) kat sekolah ada makan2. Asalnyer, PK petang suh kumpul duit sorang RM1, nak uat makan2 rojak buah kata nye. So aku bodek2 mama minta masak kan bihun goreng untuk cikgu2. Mama mood tgh elok kot, sampai masak kan pulut kuning ngn rendang ayam utk semua staf sebelah ptg. Mama cakap, "pulut dgn rendang ni sempena mia dah tamat belajar dan dah dapat keje.." Sekejap je licin sebekas pulut dgn rendang, Alhamdulillah. Semua suka masakan mama. Semua cakap sedap and diaorg ingat aku yang masak. hahaha.. Aku masak rendang?? Bleh jadi kari nnt..

Harap-harap wekend ni ada something yang menarik terjadi.. Sesuatu yang menarik macam wekend yang lepas. Semoga Jumaat ni menggembirakan utk semua. Enjoy your weekend friends!

A bouquet of roses..

Oh.. Monday blues.. After an enjoyable weekend in KL. Dapat berjumpa semua yang tersayang.. En.Khairul Anwar, Puan Siti Armiza, Miss Hardini, Damia and also beloved sis-in-law..

Having fun spending the time with En.Khairul Anwar at Sungai Gabai even lenguh2 kaki memanjat tangga yang sgt tinggi tu, dan few times jugak pancit di tgh jalan. hehehee.. Kena banyak kan exercise neh! Having KFC di air terjun, selebihnya berendam dalam air yang sejuk. Tapi macam kena tipu jer, after berendam tu en.Khairul Anwar cakap nak rilex jap pekena cigar pastu sambung berendam smule tp after kena cigar, dia ckp "b dah sejuk la sayang.. kite blk k?" urghh!!! x pueh lagi mandi air terjun!! Tetiba jek hujan, so nak xnk kena la jugak blk dah..emm.. x puas hati..

Then, kitaorg pun terus je blk umah kakak kat setiawangsa coz miss hardini nak datang melepak that nite. Aktiviti seterusnya ialah melepak di rumah sambil menonton AF final. After maghrib, me and him went to buy dinner for us. Ada macam-macam, char kuewtiow, laksa, meehoon soup, rambutan, tau foo fa, chicken wing and jagung bakar. Time AF tu, semua penonton di rumah Puan Siti Armiza was like, "naper bosan je AF ni..?"

Belum sempat AF abes, Puan Siti Armiza cadangkan, "Jom kite g tgk live band, nak x?" Miss Hardini yang kaki berhibur ni apalagi,trus melompat "ok, Jom!" At first, aku xnak ikut.. tapi erul pun teringin nak pegi. Dia cakap, "sayang.. jom kite lari sikit dari routine harian kite yg membosankan tu k? Lagi pun, it's teachers day, jom celebrate.." So, there we were at Concorde. I'm having so much fun! =)

Ooh.. dah lari tajuk.. On Monday, ada celebration Teachers' day kat sekolah. Surprisingly, ada roses delivery for me.. from who..? I guess, you know who.. It's really a surprise, he made up my day. Thank you sayang..

Rela ku Pujuk

Lagu ni untuk saya ke..? Mungkin bukan untuk saya..

Ku dikejar bayang bayang resah
Bila hatimu masih tak berubah
Enggan di punya dan di penjara
Belaian cintaku ini

Aku bukan lelaki yang tewas
Bisa menyambar walau ku di tolak
Biar diuji kanan dan kiri
Kau kan tetap ku miliki

Tiada lafaz yang lebih agung
Kalimah cintamu yang ku tunggu-tunggu
Biar jasadku yang menanggung
Permainan darimu rela ku pujuk

Janganlah kau salahkan aku
Terus memburu menawan cintamu
Daku percaya sedikit masa
Kau kecundang akhirnya

Usahlah kau bersedih di hadapanmu aku hadir
Memadam resah dan curiga dari hatimu oh
Apakah kali ini bisa kau tolak dan berlari
Setelah aku menanamkan azimatku…

It's Saturday.. Time to relax and having fun =)
I'm having fun today, we went to Taiping attending Shiha's wedding ceremony. It's her husband side..
Me being requested as the maid of honour. Quite nervous! And everything went smooth.. Alhamdulillah..

To Shiha, CONGRAtULATIONS dear.. May all the happiness be with both of you..

Keletihan

Penat..
Penat sangat-sangat..
Kaki lenguh sebab gatal pegi keje pakai high heels..
Tapi kasut lain xde, sumer bertumit tinggi je..
Dekat skolah mengajar sampai sakit tekak..
Nasib baik anak bangsa nak kejar ilmu, so berbaloi la sakit tekak pun..
Tapi ada pulak yang ajak kite dating esok..
Haiish.. x padan dgn budak..

Umah xde orang, sumer g jalan ke Alor Star..
Abes waktu keje tadi kite g survey baju untuk kenduri kawen Miss Shiha..
Family and friends kena pakai kaler tiffany blue..
Pengantin pakai songket kaler brown..
Kita balik, x beli pun baju kaler tiffany blue instead kita beli chocolate chips secret recipe cake untuk dia..
Mesti dia nak reward after penat driving jauh-jauh semata2 nak jumpe kita..
Pastu kite ada beli kan jugak something utk dia pakai time kenduri Miss Shiha nanti..
Harap2 la dia berkenan..

Sekarang ni rasa sangat penat setelah seharian berlelah di tempat keje + pegi merayau sesorang..
En.bebear pun dah ready kat katil tu..
So, good night all.. saya betul-betul keletihan..

To damia, maksu really miss you. Especially your kiss.. Love you sweetie pie!

Dear you..

How to start and how to express the feeling..?

Who would really understand how do we feel inside..? the hurt.. the pain.. the frustration.. Only Allah knows when will the wound truly recover..

I always try to be strong.. for you, I would try everything.. Deep inside my heart, I know that I am strong enough to face the truth. The truth that came from you.. to go through the difficult time with you.. I will always be here for you..

Even sometimes we feel so down, we feel like there's no more hope left but with you, we gathered our strength to keep us strong.. we rely everything on Allah. we pray.. and pray.. and pray.. and we always know that there is always hope when we pray.. we believe that this is a test from Him. Test for me and you..

I'm telling this to you.. Don't even doubt about my love to you because I never be me if I'm not with you.. If you really could see through my heart..


p/s: Dear Aini-yatie, thank you so much for your courage..
"Salam amy. hope ur stil using ths no.i read ur blog. whatever ordeals ur undrgoing right now, i hope u stand strong. He doesnt try ppl unles its 4 ur own good, possibly in such way we could never imagine. have faith. As trials come from Him, seek solution frm Him. Lotsa love and doa from me sending ur way insyaAllah. moga lulus ujian ini"

Penawar hati ku..

Perihal hati, selalu susah dimengerti..

Malam semalam, rasa macam tgk CSI:Crime Scene Investigation tapi mata rasa tembus hingga ke belakang screen tv. Otak macam x berada di situ. Hati rasa sangat celaru. Bile cerita kat mama,she always ask me to be strong. Mama nak aku jadi kuat dgn serta-merta.. And lately dah banyak sgt mama advice macam2 sampai x tertanggung lagi. I need someone to advice me other than mama's.

So I immediately call my sister and the conversation starts.. "kakak.. I feel so down. what should I do?" It's a long conversation. Siap ada adegan menangis. Btul2 masalah jiwa. At the end of the conversation, kakak made a very simple conclusion that make me think.. And when the tears stop, it's time for us to say bye..

I got textmsg from budin. When I started to text him, the tears drop again.. The last textmsg from din sound like this, "Dugaan yang datang tu sebenarnya special request dari Allah. Kalau akak fikir macam tu, akak xkan rasa down sebaliknya rasa bersyukur kerana diberi perhatian oleh Allah untuk menerima dugaan tu. Kalau akak nak menangis, menangis la atas sejadah.." Thanks Budin. You always amaze me b your words..

Lantas, aku berwuduk untuk bersujud kepada Pencipta. Air mata tetap tak mahu kering.. Sehinggalah aku mendapat panggilan telefon dari seseorang in the middle of the nite. Ake menangis semahu-mahu nya pada dia. Aku cerita kan semua gelodak dalam jiwa ini pada dia. Setelah puas, bibir kembali mahu menguntumkan senyuman. Memang dia lah penawar kepada segala kedukaan. Dia penawar hati ku..

Rindu..

Rindu..
Ada perasaan rindu dalam hati dan jiwa..
Maksu rindu damia..
Selebih nya, aku rindu kan aku yang dulu..

kepada awak..
please remember, every time you feel the breeze, that is when I ask the wind to tell you that I miss you..

kenapa ye.. sangat susah untuk melalui nya..

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Upload gmbar yg anda gemari dan jawab soklan dibawah

Kenapa anda suke gambar ini? Apa yg best ngan gambar ni?
This is during abang's wedding. Betapa hati terluka di ketika ini but I like this picture coz they are my BFF. They are always there when ever I need a shoulder to cry on or celebrating the best thing ever happen to my life. Love you Dinie (my schoolmate), Shiha (my matriculation-mate) and farah (my roomate back in UM).

Bila kali terakhir mkn pizza?

Owh.. Last time was when I'm in Setiawangsa, mengidam Dominos. Lama tuh.. skrang ni nak mkn mahal2 pun dah x mampu. Blum gaji.huh.

Lagu terakhir yg anda dengar?
lagu The Sweet Escapes, ringtone enset..

Apa yg anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?
Emm... tgh update facebook sambil chatting wiv puan Siti Armiza and, you know who.. =)

Selain nama sendiri anda suka dipanggil dgn panggilan apa?
Mia~it's unique. Tapi abah x penah panggil mia, mesti milia or amelia. naper ek?

Soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan org yg anda tag!..tag 6 org
1. Sis Ena

2. Kak Ina

3. Fadhli

4. Ilya

5. Dee

6. Erul

Siapa no 1 pada anda?
My dearie sister. She's so lovely and I love her..

Org no 3 ada hubungan dgn sape?
OOps. xtaw la pulak fadhly ada hubungan. Maybe single kot..

Kata sesuatu berkenaan org no 5..
I think, she's an interesting person. It's always fun to read her blog.

Bagaimana dgn org no 4?
My schoolmate back in SEMESTI. Mama kepada Izzah Nur Dinie..

Siapa org no 2?
My sister's BFF. She is like family to us.

Bagi pesanan pd org no 6
Hye there, always be strong ya..? Sentiasa ingat yang yang apabila kita bersabar, banyak kemanisan yang akan menanti. kan?

The Ceremony

It's Saturday.. Sangat seronot when Saturday comes..

This week, I mean today ada kenduri cukur jambul Zafran. My sweet little nephew, anak kepada abang Sani and kak Nora. Chomey nye Zafran arini but bile dah ramai sgt org dia pun meragam. Nangis ngamuk2..

I get the chance to dukung and cuddle the sweetie pie. Kasih, sayang dan cinta senang betul tertumpah pada si kecil tu.. If I have a chance to have a baby.. Allah, kurniakan lah kebahagiaan kepada ku..

And tomorrow, ada majlis pertunangan one of my relatives. How to get excuse from attend the ceremony? Will abah understand when I tell him that I don't wanna join the ceremony.. Will anybody understand that I cant make it because of the pain in my heart..?

If you could see through inside my heart.. Mesti semua akan terkejut how I still survive..

My First Posting

Well. Well. Cepat nyer masa berlalu and it's already one week I become a teacher. heh heh heh.

Officially, I'm a teacher at Sek. Men. Keb Methodist ACS Ipoh. It's an all boys school. woahaa!! All boys school again?? Memang dah ditakdir kan perhaps..

Giving a taklimat at PPD Daerah Kinta (Utara) on Monday and terus diberi surat penempatan. Agak menggigil la masa nak buka envelope penempatan tu. First impression bile dah tahu all boys school is.. "WHAT???" haish.. baru je berangan nak dpt student perempuan..

But ironi nye, it was my dad's school. heh heh heh. That school dah cecah more than 100 years. What an achievement. Agak depressed masa memula start keje. I put some gap with other teacher. I just cant trust anybody so easily.. but I like the penolong kanan petang coz he's kewl =)

So, it's friday today and Monday ialah hari keputeraan Sultan Perak. We have 3 days break. I already have plan for each day..

Aduhai hati.. bersabarlah kerana balasan untuk orang yang bersabar itu amat manis skali..

Itu lah aku..

coba kau dengar

coba kau coba

diam bila ku coba tuk berbicara dengan kamu

pernahkah kau ada

bila ku perlu

tuk meluahkan rasa hati

dan bila kau bersuara

setia ku mendengar

agar tenang kau merasa

siapa

sebenarnya aku padamu

mungkin sama dengan teman lain

yang bisa kau buat begitu

dan bila

tiada lagi teman bermain

kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku...padamu

Coba kau lihat

coba kau coba

renung ke mata aku

bila ku kaku melihatmu

pernahkah kau ada

bila ku perlu tuk menyatakan rasa sakit

dalam diri

dan bila kau perlu

setia ku menunggu

agar senang kau merasa

siapa

sebenarnya aku padamu

mungkin sama dengan teman lain

yang bisa kau buat begitu

dan bila

tiada lagi teman bermain

kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku...padamu

maafkan kerana aku tak pernah

terlintas tuk menulis pada mu

salahkan ku

tak mungkin lagi aku meminta

untuk kau mendengar..untuk kau melihat ke mataku

siapa

sebenarnya aku padamu

mungkin sama dengan teman lain

yang bisa kau buat begitu

dan bila

tiada lagi teman bermain

kau pulang tuk dapatkan aku

itulah aku...padamu

Hati..duhai hati..

Tuhan ku.. Cukup kuat kah hati ini utk menerima semuanya..? Aku kah yang terpilih utk menerima dugaan yang maha hebat ini..?

Allah yang maha pengasih dan penyayang, kau bantulah kami untuk melalui dugaan Mu ini. Kau tetap kan lah keimanan di hati kami. Hanya pada mu ku berserah. Sesungguh nya aku tahu bahawa tiada cinta yang sehebat cinta pada Mu,duhai Tuhan ku..

Hati.. Bersabarlah.. yakini lah Dia maha mengetahui atas setiap yang terjadi. Yakini lah bahawa mulut akan kembali tersenyum..

Kepada yang tersayang, aku akan setia disisimu. Aku tetap aku yang dulu.

Kawan-kawan tercinta, doakan lah kami kerana doa kalian akan buatkan aku jd lebih kuat..

Be strong Amelia. Dunia masih belum berakhir..

Duhai hati, menagis lagi..

I need a shoulder to cry on. I need a friend to share this feeling..

Why should this happen to me..? Adakah kerana aku sering melupakan Mu..? Sesungguh nya dugaan Mu ini amat hebat ke atas diriku. Tabah kah aku utk tempuhi semua nya..? Hanya pada Mu ku berserah, seluruh jiwa dan raga ku..

Ya Allah, bahagia kan lah dia. Pasrah kah aku? Redha kah aku..?

Aku abadikan cinta ku ini hanya untuk Mu, tuhan ku..

Duhai hati.. tabah lah..

Ya Allah..

Ya allah, ya Tuhan ku.. Kau tabah kan lah hati ku. Kau kuat kan lah hati ku utk menempuh dugaan yang berat ini. Mungkin aku sering terlupa bahawa cinta pada Mu adalah cinta yang hakiki.

Kenapa langsung tiada air mata yang tumpah..?

Announcement!!

Ehem. Ehem.. I would like to announce that I'll be post to.. on 13/April. Still blum tawu skolah mana, hopefully skolah yang best best sket =) ada rasa gembira. Ada rasa sedey. Bile lagi akan kembali ke sini..?

Second announcement is, to my blog reader especially to afiq, arie, dee, fadhli, haron, ilya, jep, k.ina, k.hana robert, k.ena, shiha, niza and mat please please please leave me your email address at the comment space coz I wanna keep in touch with you all.. Going to miss all. tata..

Gembira atau Sedih..?

Semalam, xlah pagi sangat and xlah awal sgt tapi time tu aku tgh guling2 atas katil and suddenly received a phone call from daddy. Phone call lagik??

Abah cakap, aku kena balik Ipoh. Coz dah dapat surat POSTING!!! alhamdulillah.. akhirnya penantian ni dah berakhir. Akhirnya doa dah dimakbulkan. I'm no longer penganggur =) Itu yang menggembirakan.

I call my nearest and closest friend to share the great news. I call sis ena, erul's sister to share the news but I didn't tell him ownself. I text him "dah dapat surat posting.." Later at night, after work he came to kakak's place just to find out kt negeri mana aku dpt mengajar.

I told him several times that I have to go to Sabah but he couldnt accept it. He said I lied. Even that I lied, aku masih tetap jauh dari dia. Masih ada rindu yang akan terpendam..

Sblm dia balik, he did asked me.. "Sedalam mana awak cintakan saya..?"

Bibir terkunci namun dalam hati.. "Cinta saya xkan mampu untuk diungkapkan dgn kata-kata.."

phone conversation

I received a phone call this morning. It was Marshitah, newly married friend.

Tot: amy, apa nama bf ko?

me: Erul, naper?

Tot: Are you serious with erul?

me: yes (tapi dlm hati mula berdebar2)

Tot: Ko nak kawen dgn dia ke?

me: yes (dlm hati rasa x sedap je) naper ko tanya camni? It makes me nervous!

And we did continue talking for about half and hour. I did receive incoming call from erul while talking to her. TWICE. And a "morning awak.." text from him too..

After talking to Marshitah, I immediately reply his call..

Him: Naper call waiting, awak on phone with who?

me: ooh.. kawan saya, tot yang baru kawin kt kedah tu.

Him: bumper kete saya calar..

The conversation last about 5 minutes.. After that I did text him. Benda penting yang aku perlu tahu, kesinambungan daripada apa yang aku bualkan dgn tot.. "a simple question, are u serious with me?" and a simple answer from him "yes"

A simple answer yang merungkaikan segala nya. I don need anyone else but him =)

Are you only a girl or matured women..?

For all the girls out there. This maybe a good read for you to prepare urself of being a 'matured women'....

Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans.

Matured women make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits

Girls want to control the man in their life.

Matured women know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.

Girls check you for not calling them.

Matured women are too busy to realize you hadn't.

Girls are afraid to be alone.

Matured women revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.

Girls ignore the good guys.

Matured women ignore the bad guys..

Girls make you come home.

Matured women make you want to come home.

Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.

Matured women know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.

Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him hanging with his friends).

Matured women realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special-and goes to kick it with her own friends!

Girls think a guy crying is weak.

Matured women offer their shoulder and a tissue.

Girls want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so.

Matured women 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate without fear of losing his 'manhood'..

Girls get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it.

Matured women know that, that was just one man.

Girls fall in love and chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs'.

Matured women know that sometimes the one you love, don't always love you back and move on, without bitterness.

Girls will read this and get an attitude.

Matured women will read this and pass it on to other Matured women and their male friends.

Izzah Nur Dini

emm.. siapakah dia?? sedap kan nama tu? It's actually the name of Ilya's daughter. Anak sulung pasangan Ilya dan Ikhwan.. I'll upload the picture later k.. but she is damn cute, sangat pandai possing dan sgt pandai menangis jugak.hehee..

So, last two week, me and few of x-semestian went to visit the new born baby at kuala kangsar. Sangat lama x jumpe Ilya, the last time is on her wedding day which is last year. Quite surpise to see Ilya dah bleh memandu and teraccident time nak amik kitaorg kat tepi hway. But don worry coz semuanya selamat..

She had a very happy family and I wish that I'll have mine too. Teringin nak ada baby jugak.. =)

Nanti auntie amy datang lawat Izzah lagi k?

HATE!

Dear anonymous.. Please..please..please leave me alone. I don't need any advise or sympathy at the moment..

I havent break-up with my dear mr.khairul for your information. If that what you are hoping for, I am sorry because i never give up and I am not going to giving up my 5 years relationship just like that..

Either me or him never stop loving each other.. Could you please leave us with our life?? There's many thing you don't know. You judge me by reading not even a page of my post and u assume that we are not happy?

I don't mean to make enemy but right now I do really really really HATE you!

Kenapa harus kembali ke tempat ia nya bermula..?

Aku kembali semula ke tempat di mana semua nya bermula. Tempat pertama bile mana dia mengungkap kan those three miracle words.

Begitu cepat 5 tahun yang berlalu. x terasa masa yang begitu pantas meninggal kan aku. Aku yang sendiri..

Kenapa harus kembali ke tempat di mana segala nya bermula..? Segala nya seakan berubah bile mana dahulu ada dia yang menanti tapi kini aku hanya sendiri.. Masa bagai kan menipu bile aku menyedari bahawa kini, dia bukan dia yang dahulu..

Adakah begitu sukar untuk merasa gembira..? Kegembiraan ku.. adakah sepenuh nya milik dia..? Begitu senang muka menipu. Senyum ku.. adakah membawa maksud bahagia..?

Bilakah kebahagian dan kegembiraan itu akan menjadi milik ku sepenuh nya..?

I'm leaving..

I am leaving.. Please don't ask where will I go and please do not ask why should I leave.. I am searching for peacefulness and I'm searching for a piece of me that have gone..

I don't want to cry again everytime I woke up in the middle of night.. I just want to be happy..

To love only one person is hard, but to love someone else after you is impossible..

I received wedding invitation

Such a beatiful words from sis ena wedding card..

Tak perlu mencari teman secantik Balqis andai diri tak sehebat Sulaiman.

Mengapa mengharapkan teman setampan Yusof jika kasih tak setulus Zulaika.

Tak perlu mengharapkan teman seteguh Ibrahim andai diri tak sekuat Siti Hajar dan

mengapa didambakan teman hidup bak Siti Khadijah kalau diri x sesempurna Rasulullah.

Bimbinglah dirinya dan terimalah kekurangan itu sebagai keunikan, carilah kebaikan pada dirinya.

Bersyukurlah kerana dipertemukan dengannya.

Tetaplah berdoa pada Tuhan agar dia akan terus menjadi milik mu..

It make me think..What ever it is, I believe in jodoh. Like my momma used to say, "andai itu lah jodoh, walau cuba lari beribu batu akan tetap berjumpa.." I alwas be unstable at night.. do not bother..

to someone I Love..

I miss u like everyday.. but the silence is killing me softly..

once upon a time..

a pair of us

Lucky i'm in love with my best friend..

Life is beautiful as he said..

And it takes no time to fall in love

But it takes you years to know what love is

It takes some fears to make you trust

It takes those tears to make it rust

It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle

Ah la la la la la la life is so full of

Ah la la la la la la life is so rough

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful

Ah la la la la la la life goes full circl

eAh la la la la la la life is our love

Ah la la la la la

hmm.. what's wrong with me?? I just miss him badly.. =(

are we LUCKY?

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard
I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Oooohhhhoohhhhohhooohhooohhooohoooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the airI
'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayedLucky to be coming home someday
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh oohOoooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Yeah, he used to be my best friend..

dia..

Asyik terfikir-fikir nak tulis apa untuk new post ni. Tapi x banyak yang dapat saya fikir kan sbb dalam kepala otak saya cuma tgh ada dia.. Saya rasa saya tgh rindukan dia.

Agak-agak nyer lah kan, dia rindu kan saya x sebagaimana saya rindu kan dia..?

a beautiful night

DATE: 6 January 2009
TIME: 2100-2300
VENUE: KL Tower

Birthday.birThdaY.

yeah.. 6 jan arrived again. Who's birTHday? It is my birthday. I'm not promoting my birthday, jgn salah anggap ye. hehehee..

ummul: Hapy besday 2 u, hapy besday 2 u..slmt ari jdk ke-25. smgo d pnjgkn umur. smgo jdk cikgu yg bek. kawin jgn lupe jemput tau. miss u ;-)

pa'ah comey: Amy, happy sweet 25th birthday..Aku sayang ko ;-)

e1: Happy 25th birthday kak amy.. shopping apa td?

deela: Tq for being there whwn i needed u.. and even when I didnt, TQ for being through the good times.. and the bad, TQ for being there to encourage my dreams.. and my crazy ideas, TQ for catching me..b4 I fell down, TQ foe wipong away the tears..when i was crying, TQ for cheering me up..and always making me laugh, TQ for all the great memories..and the bad, but most af all, a big thank you for being you.. happy birthday mydearesest miya..

yinn: hai kambing..hepi besday..

k.ina: happy bday

nawal: happy birthday amy :-)

bedah: hepi besday!! may all u want in life, u'l get.. Tpjgn lupa 'mintak'.. I hv read somewhere.. "mintalah kepada yang maha Pemurah, n He will dcide if u desrve it"..

mama: mama lupa tarikh hari ni.. so sory lambat wish. Happy birthday.

fendy: amy! happy birthday! have a great n memorable one..

najhan: Mia, happy bday! hope all your wishes come true..

ilya: Hepy beshday amelia :-)

wak: slmt hari lahir amylea..smuge berbahagie slalu dan dirahmati Allah..amin~

sis ena: miya miya epy bday muahmuah

abu: happy birthday

ummi: siti amelia mohd aris! slmt hri lahir wlau tlmbt! maap!

ann-um: miya! epi belated bday! smlm nak wish tp smpi ke mlm x ingt :-( sory syg.. aweet 25 cyg ;-)

so kepada semua-semua di atas, terima kasih kerana mengingati tarikh keramat itu. tapi satu kesilapan yang hampir semua org bwat ialah.. I am not 25!! baru masuk 21 yer.. Anda2 semua yang menceriakan hidup saya =) TQ!

kepada mama dan abah: Terima kasih kerana melahirkan dan membesarkan dgn sempurna dan penuh kasih sayang. Abah adalah hero dalam hidup mia dan mama adalah sumber inspirasi. sayang abah dan mama..

What about the present?? I get what I want. Thank you to Dela, Dinie, kakak and my beloved one. I'll upload the photo where he took me for dinner. Guess where??hee..

Splendid Cafe

Just having lunch wiv kakak and Shah at Splendid Cafe, Jusco Setiawangsa. Me being so excited that I could go out on weekdays, which I usually just melepak at house doing house-chores. But today, out of normal activities =)

Yeah, we ate lunch at Splendid Cafe. This is the first trial. We hope for the best from this cafe since we are starving but turn up to be the worst experience. The food look so delicious and fabulous inside the menu but when the food arrive, the presentation of the food is not like we imagine or the picture described even worst when it comes to the taste. It is FRUSTRATING.

I rather eat at mamak stall or gerai Tom Yam and pay less than eating at Splendid cafe but did not feel splendid at all. This is what we have to pay for the terrible taste:

1 Yee Mee 6.90

1 Sweet & sour Chicken 5.90

1 Stir Fried Kai Lan 6.90

1 Spicy seafood Spaghetti 16.90

1 Rice 2.00

1 Ice Chocolate 8.50

1 Fresh Juice Apple 9.00

1 Fresh Juice Orange 9.00

It is not worth. We don't mind to pay if the taste is GOOD..

visiting..

First of all, HepI New Year!! =) Welcome 2009. Bye bye 2008. Hope this coming year bring more LOVE to me.

Right now, me at Ampang Putri visiting Faezah, Dela's sister. Dah almost 4 days she admitted here because of ulser inside her eyes. More specifically at her cornea. SO for those who wearing contact lense, carefull ya.

Dela is near me, telling story.. so chiow!!