Misery

What if one day when you wake up, I am NOT beside you..?

when you phone, and you couldnt reach me..?

when you texted me, there is NO reply..?

when you try to find me, I am nowhere to be find..?

when u try to hold my hand, and I let u go..?

the one who always listen to my sadness and my sorrow

It's just another 5 weeks... all the feeling mix together and I am in misery.. how come I still cry when ever I think about it? How come I still hold to it and never let it go..? because the scars is always there.............