Someone special who could it be..

I still have not decide what the title shud be. Just coming back from holidays and cousin's wedding. I meet someone during the olideys =)

Going to KL tomorrow by train. bye bye Ipoh.

olideyz..

I'm not going to update my blog till next week since my family and I are going to olideyz. YEAY!! cuti. cuti. makan. makan. gumuk. gumuk. Dah beli swimming attire utk swim kt pool nnt wiv Damia =) by the way, I already know to appungkan badan tetapi secara berbaring la. En. Kahirul Anwar yang ajar kat PEE DEE aritu. YEAY!! YEAY!!

Dear shiha.. yes, hidup saya dipenuhi pelangi indah dan diwarnai oleh warna2 yang cantik. Saya akan biar kan pelangi itu sentiasa mewarnai hidup saya. Hidup dalam dunia saya dengan cara saya sendiri..

Kepada awak.. yerr awak.. bukan orang lain tapi awak.. Going to miss u. Terima kasih kerana memasuki dunia saya dan mewarnai nya dgn pelangi indah.. Warna-warna yang awak beri kan dlm lukisan hidup saya semuanya warna-warna yang cantik skali..

Lesson from a Donkey

Ceh!At first nak uat tajuk post ni sebagai "bila hati x dikandung badan.." tapi macam tiru tajuk post seseorang la pulak. ngehehee.. Dear reader, about the previous post, I actually cut and paste it from an email that dela had sent to me. I did not copy the whole paragraph but only the ending. But as I concern, ada yang berminat nak tahu dgn lebih mendalam so here it is..

TITLE: Lesson from the Donkey

One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well.
The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do.
Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway;
it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.

He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him.
They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well.
At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly.
Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.

A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well.
He was astonished at what he saw.
With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing.
He would shake it off and take a step up.

As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal,
he would shake it off and take a step up.
Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up
over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!

MORAL :
Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt.
The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up.
Each of our troubles is a steppingstone.
We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up!
Shake it off and take a step up.

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.

3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less from people but more from God.

Saya harap xde siapa yang akan terasa since I really learn it from a DONKEY. The only Donkey I know is eeyore, Damia's toy =)

in the mood of blogging..

I'm just not a gud writer. I can't write like other blogger did. But today I would like to share my point of view. As many thing happen, I keep on asking myself is it the end of my life? I'm still young, there's many thing I should have explore but I waste my life by thinking of something that I should not thinking of. My life was blessed by many people especially my family. Maybe now is the best way to move to the better life. I should not just sit down and hope things goes my way. I must pun some effort to make things success.

This is my life. Saya yang berhak tentu kan hidup saya sendiri. I have choice and the decision is mine to make. Not by other people, not by the surroundings. As the youngest, I always have problem in decision making. I always as my family and my friends to decide for me but I am 24 now, going to 25. So I'm big enough to make my own decision. What I want in life.

Sometimes life was so hard. Not everybody like to see us happy. Maybe because they are not happy like us so they want us to be unhappy just like them. But life is for us to feel it. Make your life happy, don't be so negative about every single thing. Come on, WAKE UP!! Don't be so NEGATIVE ok? POSITIVE Amelia..

adakah ia melega kan..? urmm...

I learn this from a donkey

Remember the five simple rules to be happy:

1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.

2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.

3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.

4. Give more.

5. Expect less from people but more from God.

Menanti pasti

Ntah kenapa, sejak pertama kali terdengar lagu ni trus terjatuh cinta.. Dan slalu terngiang2 kat telinga. Cuba korang dengar kat radio nanti k? heheee..

Kegelapan malam ini menyesakkan jiwa
Tanpa bintang untuk aku mimpikan mimpimu
Aku… merindu indah bulan
Menyuluh kelam malam
Mengharap bintang akan bersinar

Kesepian hati ini mengundang derita
Penantian satu seksa bila tanpa balas
Aku… menanti kata hati
Darimu satu pasti
Mengharap mimpi akan hakiki

Cinta
Bisikkanlah asmaraku
Padanya gelora di kalbu
Hembusan nafas ini hanyalah kepadanya
Mencintai setulus hati

Cinta
Bukakanlah asmaranya
Padaku setia menunggu
Antara kau dan aku ada persamaan
Untuk cinta bersemi nanti

Andai ada di hatimu….
Ruang cinta itu
Kan ku simpan anugerah
Ke akhir hayatku

Menanti pasti….

Oops! Lupe nak inform, this song was sing by Datuk Hajah Datin Siti Nurhaliza

Karangan budak darjah 2

Setiap kejadian pasti diserta kan dgn hikmah yang x kelihatan pada awal nya tetapi akan disedari kemudian nya. Setelah diuji, baru lah aku sedar akan hakikat kehidupan ini. Bukan semua perkara akan sentiasa indah dari awal ke akhir nya. Kejadian yang menimpa kami sebenarnya mengukuh kan lagi hubungan yang telah terjalin hampir 5 tahun lama nya. Kami lebih memahami satu sama lain dgn baik dan perlu saling mempercayai satu sama lain melebihi daripada mempercayai anasir2 luar yang belum diuji kebenaran nya.

Selain itu, melalui pengalaman ini jugak kami dapat mengenal pasti siapa kawan, siapa lawan dan siapa musuh dalam selimut. Kami bertuah kerana dikelilingi oleh sahabat2 yang baik dan amat supportive. Tapi dalam football match, kami musuh! hua hua hua. GO GO LIVERPOOL!!! =)

aiyaa.. apa ni? mula2 punya la mcm karangan Kertas II paper Bahasa Malaysia SPM. Skali dah tukar topic lak. hehehee..

Moral of the story: Sayangi pasangan anda. Terima mereka dgn segala kekurangan dan kelebihan.

Chiow!

Apa yang tgh saya fikirkan..?

Bile dah siap kemas bilik, mandi kan damia, tlg mama kat dapur dan suap damia mkn so dah bleh rilex. Disbb kan blum keje, ada banyak bnda yang difikirkan semasa waktu lapang camni. Antaranya..

(i) Hmm.. nak kena g TESCO beli set pencuci muka. Dah x tahan guna pencuci muka mama sbb kulit jadi kering. Tapi kalau g TESCO kena bawa Damia. Pastu Damia mesti nak g main kat indoor games tu. Haish..

(ii) Bile nak dapat posting ni. Nak keje, nak dapat duit. First thing nak beli bile dah dpt gaji nnt ialah laptop baru.. Tp bile dah keje nnt mesti ada bnyk tanggungan kan? cth nya kena bayar bil for every month. haish..

(iii) En. Khairul Anwar tgh keje. Sian dia, mesti penat kan. Sampai kan aritu I call time midnight dia ngigau tgh uat PC support. haish..

Emm.. see! I dah dapat lupa bnda bukan2 yang jadi tu.. =)

Mode: SAD

It's going to be tough after diz.. He'll start working tomolo after the raya haji break. I don't know what to expect. I just hope everything will be back to normal..

Right now, I just want to rilex my mind. I don't want to bother what he did in the past but what more important is I care for him. x salah memafkan dia. We are learned people..

To that gurl, please remember what you told me. Please don't do that ever again. EVER. You just get the chance went dinner with him but I am the owner of his heart..

He gave me a guardian angle, seekor beruang GUMUK! That is more like an anesthetic pill for me..

Fizikal nya tersenyum tapi dalam hati siapa yang tahu. I'm hurt and he's hurt too. we both HURT.

But i know, we've been love by many people expecially our friends.. Thank you guys..