MERDEKA celebration

Hari ni kami berpakat untuk berbuka di luar bersama. Walau pun sama-sama membesar di Ipoh tapi kami tak tahu restoran mana yang sesuai untuk berbuka puasa so he called his sister and asked for oppinion. Sis ena cadangkan pergi berbuka di Impiana Casuarina so there we went =) Quite lots of delicious food tapi kata dini, rugi bawa aku g buffet since aku mkn siket, quite true. Actually, erul makan lg siket dari aku. Lebih bnyk minum air jek..

That is the picture for our first round. Ambil buah-buahan, manisan, sate, cucur udang, ais kacang dan bandung cincau. Makan first round pun dh kenyang. Macam mana le nak mkn nasi pulak lagi?? hahahhaa..

He sent me home straight away after dinner coz he need to go back to Bangi. I'm going to miss you.. Thanx for a lovely night, dear..

Cinta Hakiki hanya milik Dia

Ya Allah andai ku jatuh cinta,

Cintakan lah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada Mu,

Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk menyintaiMu,

Ya Muhaimin jika aku jatuh hati,

Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hati nya tertaut pada Mu,

Agar tidak jatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu..

Ya Rabbana jika aku jatuh hati,

Jaga lah hati ku padanya agar tidak berpaling daripada hati Mu,

Ya Rabbul Izzati jika aku merindu,

Rindukan lah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan Mu..

Ya Allah jika aku menikmati cinta kekasihMu,

Jangan lah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu,

Ya Allah jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihMu,

jangan biarkan aku bertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepadaMu..

Ya Allah jika kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihMu,

Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada Mu..

Amin.

My desktop wallpaper

This is exactly my screen saver right at the moment =) It is me wiv miss Hardini. We were at Disney Studio, Paris on last year's summer. Sometimes it is so difficult to understand me, but I always know that I can turn to her when ever no one else understand..

p/s: thank you to kak hanna and abg manuel for letting us stay at their place while we were in Paris.

Segulung Ijazah

Akhirnya dgn segala penat lelah, susah payah dan deraian air mata, akhirnya aku memiliki segulung ijazah. Bukan utk diri sendiri, tapi lebih kepada untuk mama dan abah. Sama seperti yg tertera di skrin sewaktu aku di pentas untk mengambil scroll,

" I've wouldnt make it without your love and support, mama and abah."

Aku ingin sendiri

Cinta pada Mu adalah cinta yang sebenar-benarnya cinta...

Biarkan aku menjadi diriku..

Biarkan aku hidup dalam duniaku..

Biarkan aku sendiri..

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Pencerapan

Hari ni ada pencerapan, which mean a senior teacher will come to the class (during 3rd period~ 2.40-3.40) and observe me teaching. huwaa!! am I ready? NOT a single thing. heh heh heh.

I just want to be as normal as I can. Let him see the real situation inside class, NO pretending at all. which me luck, ok? daa~

me and you..

Our latest picture =) quite kabur sebab guna camera depan. Ini adalah kali pertama kami menjadi mak encik dan pak encik. We have driver on that day, which is budin (his brother) and co-driver was azry (his youngest brother). hehehee.. Enjoy the moment with you..

mari membusykan diri..

Tag

Bold the statements that are true to you. Italic the statements that you WISH are true. Leave the Fibs alone. Then, stab 5 ladies to do the same test.
The LIST to Bold/Italic/Just-let-it-be:

I miss somebody right now.
I don’t watch TV these days.
I own lots of magazines.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I’ve tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I’m totally smart.
I’ve broken someone’s bones.
I’m paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I want to cut my hair.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I'm happily married
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.
I don’t hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I’ve rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future
I have changed a diaper before.
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I own the “South Park” movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends’s ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I’m obsessed with guys (on TV).
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job (I love previous job, much better)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I’m proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colors.
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pickup things with my toes I can’t whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve ever written in.
I can’t stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I’m an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

I don't feel good.

I just don't feel good today. I wake up by the ringing tone of "If I were a boy" by beyonce, he called. A morning call just like always.. After talking to him, he ask me to take a bath but I don't, instead I continue sleeping. I didn't get a good sleep last night. My definition of good sleep is when I didn't wake up in the middle of night and when I didn't feel dizzy the next morning. So, at last I wake up by hearing my mom yelling to me outside my bedroom's door, "mia, kamu nak bangun pukul 12 ke??!!" But still, I don't feel good.

Last Tuesday, I went back to university just to take my graduation robe. I took cuti rehat khas which is actually 7 days/year. But according to en.helmi(the person incharge at the office) I only receive 4 days for this year since I start working on April. Wut eva! I actually get M size for the robe, just imagine at my height, I have to wear M size?? It will cover all my 'baju cantik' from top to bottom. So as Dinie always said, I use my BEAUTY (hahaha) to plead the person in charge (luckily he was a man) to find S size for me. And I got one!! Do I feel good about it..?

I know, shiha is reading my blog now. Yes, you darling! Since you are very busy, I just wish that you could come on my convocation day which is schedule to be on 13/ august/ '09, evening session. Would it be possible? How I wish all of you could come. Yes, all of you (k.ina, k.hana, niza & jep, ari, k.ena, ilya & ikhwan) I know Erul is coming because if he dare not to come, I'm not going up the stage to collect my scroll.

I don't feel good today.. because it is Friday but.. you know why.. daa..